Friday, June 23, 2016

The topic promises that it will only be an average day.  Is it?  At 9 30 in the morning and I am blessed to be up and at it since 6 30.  Kurt was suppose to go surfing with KR but to his usual self, he begged off and had to go to work.  Was suppose to be at work at 8 45 but didn't get up til 9 so he is late again. Will I be able to let go and see where his antics take him?  God is my good Father and HE WILL provide, and I just sometimes needs to get out of the way to see his works.  The sermon last night at church was so interesting.  Wish we had gone to all 10, but we only made it to the last three.  Kept forgetting to go on Thursday nights til Brad and Judi kept telling us it was so interesting.

Lani is at work this morning and I went by to see if everything is ok.  Dad is peeing more, so I have to tell Kristina to give him nothing to drink with dinner.  Yes, Kristina is back at work.  She got caught taking 40 dollars from one of her clients and is fired from Home Helpers.  I am trying to do the Christian thing and get her back on her feet by giving her more hours.  Am I doing the wrong thing?  Am I opening up to more troubles?  There is nothing to steal but will she be good for mom and dad?

Kurt had his orientation at Wick yesterday from 2-4 and another one tomorrow from 9 - 3.  We are hoping to go to Huntington Gardens as it is free YMCA member day.  I have my appt with the ortho and my knee has gotta get better.  I can't stand pain all the time, and not able to run.

As I get older, I am filled with more introspection.  Will I die gracefully?  Will I be with KR for a long time?  Meaning, will he last as long as I do?  He is such a good father, good husband and the bestest son in law.  My mom just loves him and he is so good to them.  I cannot imagine not having a companion in our later years.  I looked at the ticket to West Point and business class is about 1000 bucks.  Should we buy that or the cheapie?  Last time, my back went out, and the business was so good.  Should we go to Australia in January?  So many questions and uncertainties.  GOD WILL PROVIDE !!!!!!