Foot doctor appt day FINALLY
KR had his Bible study early, and I have been stretching on the bed every morning for almost a month now. I don't know if i t is helping, but my head seems to hurt less when I lay down on my stomach and turn my head either left or right.
I need to go clean mom's house more. Just seems to have not much energy. Like my dizziness is making me so tired all the time, that I just want to lay down and do nothing.
I am still waking up about 108 pounds lately. Can't seem to eat much either. A few bites and I am full.
Sometimes I think about 'OLD AGE". I mean if I am complaining now, what is going to happen in another 10 years? I think of Mom B at 93, how is she handling it all? Lovely would say PRAY about it and I am. Is GOD saying NOT enough? Youa re not praying enough.
I think about Kurt getting married and having kids. By the time those grandkids come, will KR and I be able to baby sit them like my mom and dad used to? What about when Diamond and Will have kids?
So I spent about 2 hours cleaning mom's house and garage. I gave away the dog crate I got from a neighbor and the Christmas tub and some weighs. Freda came and looked at some of dad's books and took maybe two. I threw out father's calendars. There is pages and pages of lists of the ostrich eggs he painted: Monet, Degas, Matisse, Kinkade, Rembrandt, Vermeer, and so many more. I wish I had more of the painted eggs.
I wish he was nicer.
I wish I have his talent
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