Tuesday, May 31, 2022

Monday and I am exhausted

 So I was up several times at night trying to figure out if dad was still with us.  I don't think I can make it another night so I asked Kurt to come.  KR goes surfing and I walk Angel to the condo and back.  I do all kinds of cleaning and sorting and dad just lays there and sometimes grunts and sometimes snorts.  He does a LOT of Cheyne Stokes breathing, in which he would have a long period of no inhalation, nor exhalation, not quite like holding his breath, just doing nothing, in which you think he won't take another breath, he inhales again.  I give him a little morphine, about 1 cc thinking that would ease things.  NO CHANGE

They have left over and sandwich.

James comes over and I go for a run first at 12 10,m almost 3 miles,  2.85 at 13 minute mile.  VERY SLOW.  My right knee hurts.

I then go on my bike and ride to pick up this charger thing from Kiera over on Zakon.  I walk back to dad's and James goes home.

I keep coming back and forth to dad and saying that he can let go and go to see Jesus.  He pees in the diaper and KR gets him changed.

I ask Kurt to come and he comes about 8 15 and I go home and goes to sleep at 9 12

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